I am not ready to leave everything and everyone that I know.

I’m not ready to leave, I do not want to go.

Is this really how it was all supposed to go?

Because there’s a part of me doesn’t really know.

Four years ago the future didn’t look quite like this,

And now that it’s here I think my expectations are what I miss.

Although I know that this is what I’m meant to do,

I’m just not ready for this chapter to be through.

How do I leave this place? How do I leave these faces?

My heart is breaking and leaving empty spaces.

These spaces won’t ever be filled the same way.

No, I’m not ready, not at all ready for that day.